I've been holding myself back. I like to keep to myself. I stay in the back of a crowd. I've had the same job for years. I don't wear anything that would make me stand out. I stay in my comfort zone. I didn't see anything wrong with this for a long time. It's not until recently that I've come to realize what exactly I'm missing out on. Life. The opportunities I could have gotten if I put myself out there. The confidence I would gain by trying new things. The jobs I could have gotten if I pushed through my anxiety. The memories I don't have because I stay in the back. The people I could reach with my writing. The probability of getting judged isn't holding me back. It's the very real possibility of failure. I think that’s one of my biggest fears. Failure. It keeps me from trying things. It holds me back. And honestly I'm not sure how to fix that. But I've come to realize that I don't have anything to lose. I am doin...